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Chapter 5

Sep 25, 2026 · 2,268 words · 10 min read

Brogan had allotted himself four minutes to check the breaker room before the first rehearsal call, and Tavish Corran was already standing in the doorway when he got there, arms crossed, making it clear the four minutes were now a performance.

"Lost, Mr. Dunmuir?"

"Confirming the panel matches the schematic in the wings." Brogan held up the laminated site map he'd walked with the venue's facilities man two days ago, folded to the page marked ELEC — STAGE L. "Your predecessor's notes had the fly motors on circuit four. The building plan has them on six."

"Building plan's from before they redid the counterweight system. Circuit four's right." Tavish said it the way a man corrects a tourist's pronunciation of his own street — patient, and faintly enjoying it. "You want to know something useful, you ask the crew that's worked this room. Not a piece of laminate."

"I did ask. You were at breakfast." Brogan refolded the map along its original creases, which took longer than he wanted it to, with Tavish watching. "I'll ask again at breakfast tomorrow."

Tavish's mouth did something that wasn't quite a smile. "There won't be a tomorrow-breakfast question if you keep memorizing circuit numbers nobody's using anymore. Your last fella never once came down here. Just signed whatever I put in front of him and asked was it going to make him look bad upstairs."

"I read," Brogan said. "It's a character flaw."

That got him half a laugh, grudging, gone as fast as it came, and Tavish jerked his chin toward the stage. "Go on, then. Rehearsal's yours till it isn't."

Brogan filed the exchange away with the rest of the week's evidence, all of it pointing the same direction: Tavish Corran did not distrust him personally. He distrusted the job, because the last man to hold it had let three touring musicians walk into a customs dispute unbriefed and then blamed the venue for it. Brogan intended to be boring by comparison. Competent and boring. It was, so far, going reasonably well.

It went less well forty minutes into the tech rehearsal, when Cairnhollow Hall's stage lights dropped without warning, the whole grid going from full wash to nothing in under a second, and somewhere above the stage a loaded batten — forty feet of steel pipe hung with the funeral scene's black drapery and, Brogan happened to know from that same folded map, an old iron counterweight rig nobody had serviced since the drapery was new — groaned once, audibly, in the dark.

"Board's dead," someone shouted from the wings. "Whole panel."

"Kill the fly line," a second voice said, closer, one of Tavish's juniors, already moving toward the counterweight arbor with the confident wrongness of someone who'd rehearsed the wrong emergency.

Brogan's chest went tight and his mind, unhelpfully, supplied the exact sentence his predecessor's report had used to explain the customs incident: nobody was sure whose call it was to make. He was not going to be a sentence like that.

"Don't," he said, and it came out flatter and louder than he meant it to, which was, apparently, what the room needed, because the junior stopped with his hand an inch from the release lever. "That drapery batten's on the same circuit as the house lights — circuit four, not six, the counterweight rebuild moved it — which means the motor brake's failed open, not closed. Kill that line now and you drop forty feet of pipe and iron onto an empty stage from a dead stop with no one under it to catch the fall. It won't kill anyone. It'll cost the tour a stage floor and three days we don't have."

Silence, except for the batten, still swaying, a low creak he could feel more than hear.

"Main panel first," Brogan said, to Tavish now, because Tavish was the one who'd actually get it done. "Kill the building's incoming feed at the street disconnect, not the stage board — that isolates the motor without cutting the emergency brake circuit, which runs off its own battery. The brake catches. Then we bring the stage board back up clean and nobody loses a floor."

Tavish looked at him for one long second in the dark, the kind of look Brogan had learned by now meant a man doing his own math before he committed anyone else's hands to it.

"Street disconnect," Tavish said to the junior. "Now. Go."

It took ninety seconds, which felt considerably longer, standing in a blacked-out hall listening to iron settle instead of drop. When the emergency lights kicked on — pale, half-strength, better than nothing — the batten hung exactly where it had been, canted maybe two degrees off true, close enough to normal that only someone who'd been staring straight up at it for the last ninety seconds would ever know it had moved at all.

Brogan was that someone. His jaw ached; he'd been clenching it the whole time without noticing.

"Brake held," Tavish called up, craning at the rig with a flashlight someone had produced from somewhere. "Good tension. We got lucky."

"We didn't," Brogan said, before he could decide whether saying it out loud was the right call. "The brake's rated for exactly this. It's built to catch a dead-stop failure. It's not luck if the thing does the job it was installed for."

Tavish came down off his toes and looked at him properly this time, not the doorway look, something with less performance in it.

"You skimmed a building schematic during a site walk two days ago," he said, "and you had the circuit numbers memorized well enough to keep a man's hand off a lever mid-blackout."

"I read," Brogan said again, because it was still true, and because he didn't have a better answer that wasn't going to sound like he was fishing for the thing Tavish said next.

"Huh." Tavish reached into his coverall pocket, came out with a ring of maybe fifteen keys, worked one free without much ceremony, and held it out. Brass, worn soft at the teeth, a strip of old tape on the bow with BREAKER RM inked on it in handwriting that wasn't Tavish's — somebody's, years ago, long gone. "Spare. I've had two. Keep the second where you can get to it, because I am not walking down four flights every time this building decides to be difficult, and you apparently know what to do with it."

Brogan took it. It weighed almost nothing and felt, unreasonably, like the heaviest thing anyone had handed him all week.

"I'll loop you into board calls going forward," Tavish added, already turning back to his crew, already done being sentimental about it, which Brogan appreciated more than he'd have appreciated the alternative. "Not because upstairs told me to. Because you didn't freeze."

It wasn't much, as endorsements went. Tavish Corran had run load-in for this company since before Brogan had a driver's license, and getting a key out of him after one blackout was, by any honest accounting, the best morning Brogan had had since he took the job. He put the key on his own ring, next to the one for the tour bus's luggage bay, and told himself that was the end of it, that he could go back to the rest of his list.

The rest of the list was where he found Ishbel.

She was in the house, four rows back from the stage, where the venue's translation booth had been set up as a temporary stand-in — a table, a chair, headphones for the musicians who needed them, and Ishbel standing over it instead of sitting, because she'd been on her feet through the blackout too, rendering the conductor's instructions into two other languages in real time for the guest chorus while half the room panicked in a third. Brogan had clocked that without really registering it, the way he clocked most of what she did: competently, automatically, like weather that happened to be good.

What he registered now was that she'd gone the color of the emergency lighting. Gray-white, not pale in the ordinary sense — pale the way a person got when the blood had somewhere more urgent to be than their face. She had one hand flat on the booth table, not resting on it, gripping it, knuckles standing up under skin that looked thinner than it had this morning. When the chorus's section leader said something to her — a question, by the shape of it, nothing dramatic — she answered a half-second too late, and translated it in a voice with none of its usual edges, flattened out like a recording losing power.

She swayed. Small, barely there, corrected almost before it started, the kind of thing that would read to anyone not watching for it as a woman shifting her weight.

Brogan had been watching for it. He'd been watching Ishbel for two weeks for reasons that had started as professional and had not, if he was honest with the ledger he kept on himself, stayed that way.

He did the math the way he did all his math, fast and without sentiment. She'd been on the floor since seven, translating rehearsal notes across three languages with the fly system now a known hazard and the conductor half an hour behind schedule because of it, which meant instead of a break at ten she'd gotten a blackout and ninety seconds of not knowing whether the ceiling was coming down. Nobody had eaten. Nobody had a break scheduled before eleven. And whatever it cost her to do what she did — he didn't fully understand the mechanics of it, only that it plainly cost something, that the flinch he'd caught three times now over her own name and past wasn't a separate thing from the work, it was the same muscle — she'd been running it for three and a half straight hours with no slack in the line.

He could report it. That was, strictly, the job: flag a staff member's visible deterioration, get her relieved, note it in the file he was required to keep on every discrepancy that crossed his desk, and Ishbel Vranagh's file already had two discrepancies in it that a documented moment of physical collapse would not improve.

He didn't consider it for longer than it took to think the sentence.

Instead he crossed the house to where Tavish was rerouting cable, and said, in the same flat, useful voice he'd used on the crew half an hour ago, "I need the next hour pulled off the chorus block. Scheduling mix-up on my end — I double-booked the interpreter against the sponsor liaison call, my mistake, not hers. Push the trilingual notes to eleven thirty, run blocking without translation till then."

Tavish looked at him the way he'd looked at the fly line — doing his own math. "There's no sponsor call at eleven."

"There is now," Brogan said. "I just made it."

For a second he thought Tavish would push, and would have deserved it; it was, on its face, exactly the kind of casual dishonesty he'd have flagged in anyone else's schedule log without a second thought. But Tavish only grunted, made a note on his clipboard in handwriting as bad as the tape on the breaker key, and said, "Your funeral if the liaison shows up asking after a call that doesn't exist," and went to tell the chorus.

Brogan didn't watch Ishbel hear it. He made himself busy with the cable Tavish had abandoned, coiling it the way he'd been shown on his first week here, badly, and it was only when he straightened up that he found her looking at him from across the house — not confused, not grateful exactly, something more unsettled than either, like a woman doing sums that weren't coming out the way her experience told her they should.

She'd have heard the lie. Of course she had; hearing the true shape under a sentence was the entire architecture of what she did for a living, and he'd just handed her, without asking, evidence that the man building a file on her had chosen, twice now, to protect the thing in it instead of report it.

He didn't go over. He told himself that was restraint — the same instinct that had kept him from saying Fenella Ashkirk's name out loud two days ago — and he was nearly convinced of it when Ishbel set down her headset, said something short to the chorus's section leader that sent the man toward the wings, and started across the house floor toward him instead.

She wasn't supposed to do that. The math he'd just finished — fifty-five minutes bought, spend them sitting down, not walking a rehearsal hall — didn't hold if she spent them on this.

He had maybe four seconds to decide what he was going to say to her, and he still hadn't landed on it when she stopped in front of him, chalk-pale, steadier on her feet than she had any right to be, and said, "Tell me exactly what you told Tavish."

Not thank you. Not why. She wanted the exact shape of the lie, he guessed, because managing a lie's exact shape was half of what she did for a living, and no one walked back into a room they had to work without knowing which version of the truth they were standing on.

He opened his mouth to give her the clean, professional version — the half he was good at handing people — and found, for the first time since he'd taken this job, that he no longer knew which half that was.

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S.C. Carrow

S.C. Carrow writes fantasy about old empires and new heroes, quests with real costs and strange magic. The voice is vivid and adventurous. Expect protagonists who make choices and live with them.

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